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I got some of Jordys test results back today.
he has raised levels of chloride, electrolytes his thyroid is raised and he is anaemic. The one that is worrying me is the raised enzymes in his heart. My heart dropped when i heard that. I have to ring back next week. I'm scared.
Pete is so quiet over it all i ask him what he thinks about it and he says "well we just have to deal with it" yeah i know that but i want to know what he is feeling.
I know Jordy isnt anywhere near as bad as what he could be but he still has damage to his brain.
Thats a lot for a mum to deal with.
I feel so helpless I want to start helping him as soon as possible but i have to wait for an appointment etc etc