I have woken up to a blimmen migraine. I have taken pills but i NEED to do my online shopping today. Woolworths webpage is taking so long to load. I also have Shakayla home sick from school ARGHHH
It was the social club xmas party at work yesterday (i work in a bar) and I had to work but Pete took Bry and Jordie down. Kayla was at a friends house.
Jordie loved it he was a bit shy to start with but made friends with all the ladies hehe. Bry sat drawing for ages and she conned one lady to draw pictures with her for 45 mins.
santa arrived and Brydee was so excited but went all shy when Santa spoke to her. He ame and sat down with her and spoke to her. She was shaking with excitement.
Did I also say it is absolutely pissing down with rain.
Its also "that" time of the month. So i feel like utter road kill.
Brydee is watching Santa claus 2 and Jordie is in bed asleep. Shakayla is watching Grease in my bed. Once i have finished the shopping which is still taking forever to load i might take Bry to bed with me and have a wee sleep.
Monday, December 15, 2008
Thursday, December 11, 2008
Well silly me left my laptop open today whilst i went and put the kiddies clothes away. I arrive back in the loungeroom and darling Jordy had taken 7 keys of my laptop....argh.
I told him he was a naughty boy and he knows not to touch my computor. He put his head down dropped his bottom lip and was looking up at me through his eyelids.....he looked so sad i didn't have the heart to tell him off any more. So i sat him on my lap and tried to explain to him that the laptop was mummys and he has his own musical laptop so he then proceeded to try and pull the buttons of his laptop.
Seriously Brydee never got into anything like that she never pulled the cds out or had a fascination with buttons and anything electrical. I was talking to mybubbarox and she was saying her youngest is the same it must be 2007 babies arghhhhh
I told him he was a naughty boy and he knows not to touch my computor. He put his head down dropped his bottom lip and was looking up at me through his eyelids.....he looked so sad i didn't have the heart to tell him off any more. So i sat him on my lap and tried to explain to him that the laptop was mummys and he has his own musical laptop so he then proceeded to try and pull the buttons of his laptop.
Seriously Brydee never got into anything like that she never pulled the cds out or had a fascination with buttons and anything electrical. I was talking to mybubbarox and she was saying her youngest is the same it must be 2007 babies arghhhhh
Wednesday, December 10, 2008
Well we have been trialing Jordy on a bit of dairy he has had no rash which is great. But this morning he did a poo and it has peeled all the skin of his testacles...poor wee man. The poo was really really runny so I'm not sure whether it is from the ice-cream he had yesterday or a wee tummy bug. I let him crawl round this morning with no nappy on but had to put one on him to goto bed. When he woke up his wee penis and testacles were a deep red but not bloody looking.
He seems happy enough with it.
He seems happy enough with it.
Tuesday, December 9, 2008
We got the letter today from the hospital about his last appointment.
It basically goes through what was discussed in the clinic. I think i have been holding onto the little bit of hope that he doesn't have cerebal palsy but it is written on paper now he does. The letter also goes onto say he will be sent for a mri, hearing tests and his referrals to Beacon House, Early Intervention and dietician.
Also goes onto say that she thinks his delayed gross motor skills and oromotor skills are linked.
I actually feel quite down about it all. My child now has a label which I know in the grand scheme of things doesn't matter but he will never be "normal". He will always need some sort of help.
It basically goes through what was discussed in the clinic. I think i have been holding onto the little bit of hope that he doesn't have cerebal palsy but it is written on paper now he does. The letter also goes onto say he will be sent for a mri, hearing tests and his referrals to Beacon House, Early Intervention and dietician.
Also goes onto say that she thinks his delayed gross motor skills and oromotor skills are linked.
I actually feel quite down about it all. My child now has a label which I know in the grand scheme of things doesn't matter but he will never be "normal". He will always need some sort of help.
Sunday, December 7, 2008
Well I hit rock bottom at 2am this morning. I couldn't sleep and I had a total meltdown. I was so close to just walking out and just walking to nowhere in particular. I felt as if the world was on my shoulders. I wrote a mega huge letter to Pete telling him I couldn't cope anymore with everything. Its not only Jordy its the new job, its christmas, its everything. I told Pete that i couldn't cope with him not talking to me about everything and how we don't do things as a couple anymore. I suggested us getting a movie out the other night and he said that he didnt want to as he couldnt be bothered. So we sat in the lounge with him watching soccer. I know he copes in his own way but we still need to be a couple.
I ended up falling asleep about 6am on the couch.I left the letter on the table for him. I woke up to him cleaning up and I was sort of scared of how he was going to react to the letter...the daft twit hadn't even seen it. So i ripped it up before he could. We did however have a huge talk and seemed to have settled a lot between us.
The girls stayed at my nannas last night so we only had Jordy. We took Jordy and Murphy (dog) down to the beach today and had a nice afternoon just talking.
Needless to say i feel like a pile of crap today but am making a effort to cook tea soon. Chicken stuffed with capsicum and bacon with a huge salad and strawberries and icecream for dessert.
I ended up falling asleep about 6am on the couch.I left the letter on the table for him. I woke up to him cleaning up and I was sort of scared of how he was going to react to the letter...the daft twit hadn't even seen it. So i ripped it up before he could. We did however have a huge talk and seemed to have settled a lot between us.
The girls stayed at my nannas last night so we only had Jordy. We took Jordy and Murphy (dog) down to the beach today and had a nice afternoon just talking.
Needless to say i feel like a pile of crap today but am making a effort to cook tea soon. Chicken stuffed with capsicum and bacon with a huge salad and strawberries and icecream for dessert.
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