Wednesday, May 13, 2009

My life officially sucks....
I miss mum so much it hurts.I want her back. I have drifted away from all my friends and i feel like my family has been ripped apart. Nothing will ever be the same again.
I lost it at the hospital today.
After waiting since November for a MRI appointment for my 23 month old son we recieved one last week for today. We arrived up there at 7.30am dropped my 3yr old of at a friends. My son was nil by mouth since last night. There were 2 other kids that needed them as well. Since my son was the oldest by 1 day he was to go last. We got told his mri was to be at 11.30am. Needless to say he grizzled the whole time cos he was hungry and thirsty. At 12 we got taken up to the MRI waiting room and told to wait. About 10mins later someone comes in and said it would be another half hour.
Which was fine with us. 20mins later the same guy pops his head through the door and told us to go home as they ran out of time. I asked why they couldnt do his later on this afternoon and was told there were other people waiting for them.....so were we.He was in the room with us all of 20 secs.Went down to the ward and the nurses there had no idea what was going on and when told were fuming.Now my son has eating/drinking problems. He doesn't eat at the best of times he is on neocate and duocal to try and fatten him up. So he really needs his bottles. His poor lips were dry and he was all clammy. He was laying across Petes knees grunting. Surely they would know how long each MRI takes to do and allocate extra time if needed.
I feel the blimmen hospital has failed us again.
I blame them formums death....she should never had died in a room with other patients.