Poor Jordy time...
He has a snotty nose and is generally miserable. His sisters have gone swimming and he really really wanted to go. When he realised his carseat wasn't going in the car he ran threw himself down onto the floor and sobbed.
Poor wee sausage.
He is in bed at the moment when he wakes up we will take Murphy for a walk.

Jordy has a cold and is miserable. He is sick of his arm in a sling.
He has a huge lump (maybe a bone) sticking out of his neck. I don't know if its normal or not.
I don't know if i mentioned or not but he weighs 9.8kg "sigh" he has only put on 200 grams in 3-4 months. He should be putting on a lot more as he has the fattener and carbs put in his bottles.
He is starting to get a tiny wee bum on him now though.

WOW I had the worst day ever.
Jprdy had his dietician appointment at 1pm we took him to that and they aren't happy with his weight gain...:(
After we had been to the hospital we decided to stop in at subway and pay our car rego i got the subway whilst Pete went and got the rego he had Jordy with him. He got back to the car just before me. I went to open my door just as he shut Jordys and low and behold it wouldnt open. Pete had acidently locked the car doors with Jordy in it and the ar keys on the frount seat....
I rang Petes mum to go to our house and get the spare key by the time i had rung her aand she had been to my house 25 mins had passed.
Poor Jordy was getting dozy and the sweat was literally pouring of him. I started freaking of course and telling Pete to just break the window....as time passed Jordy stopped rying and started to get dozier and dozier. I gave Pete 5 more mins before i broke a window thats when his mum turned up. Poor Jords drank half a pump bottle full of water....
I felt like the worst mother ever!!!!!!!!!!!

I had just finished work and was winding down. I decided to go outside for a last smoke. Just finished when i had the cat meowing from in the garage so i opened the door to let her out and i saw the biggest most ugliest hugest white tail ever on the garage door.
I ran and got the camera and took a photo...not a very good one either cos i was too scared to get close.
We had a brand new can of spider barrier spray stuff sitting on the ledge and i seriously sprayed the whole lot on this spider...it was white by the time i had finished. The i thought FARK you silly tart...i was in a tiny garage and just used a whole can of spider spray i started imagining spiders dropping from the roof and landing on me which of course sent me into panic mode. I tried to run out of the garage but procceeded to trip over kaylas bike and a mates tent. I was just about in tears at this time.
I got out the garage and ripped my top off. I am now sitting here at 1.04am with no top on and im sure there is a million spiders walking over me.....
How am i supposed to sleep now;

We have the dietician appointment for Jordy tomorrow. I "hope" he has gained weight. He is such a wee trooper with wearing the sling. I went and got some cool material yesterday for his slings. He now has camo, army, circus and dinosaur material hehe.
I think i need glasses. Everytime i am on the computor or reading i have to concentrate to focus properly and my eyes hurt....

Well I ain't feeling very positive at the moment!!!!!!!!!!!
I rung bio lab today to order some more neocate for Jordy. They said i would need a new prescription from the dr (i need a new one every 3 months) so i rang the dr and she said that would be fine.
I get a phone call 5 minutes later from the nurse saying our pharmacy number has run out. The pead hasn't reapplied for a new one. The nurse asked if i had enough neocate for 3 more weeks...I have enough for a week at the most.
So i am now officially up shit creek without a paddle. Jordy WON'T drink milk....I still don't feel 100 percent safe giving it to him either.

I read a thread on tm today about "are you a positive person". Once upon a time i was. I always looked for the good in anything and everyone.
Dealing with Jordy I do have a "why me" moments but i also think "man he could be so much worse". I know his condition isnt life threatening but it is life changing.
At the moment Jordy is walking round and round and round in a huge circle going aaahhhh ahhhhh. He has been doing it for the last 10 minutes.
All the kiddies woke up late this morning at 9am....bliss

Jordy has been handling his broken collar bone extremely well. He has fallen over a few times but nothing too major.
He is now used to his sling. I went to change it tonight and found a wee ball, a jigsaw piece and a mega block hidden in it hehe.
He has been a bit harder to settle at night. We put him to bed at his normal time of 7pm and he dozed on and off until 10pm. We got him up gave him some pamol and he played with the barbies hehe.
I just put him back to bed he has a barbie purse in one hand and a bratz knee high boot in the other... he is a boy honestly!!!

Anybody want a 11 year old. She is doing my head in. Nothing but a rude and ignorant little girl. She wanted to get on the internet last night at 11pm i told her no. She went to bed and so did i. About 40 mins later i heard a noise and i got up. Kayla was on the freaken internet....so blimmen sneaky.
She has whinged and bitched and moaned for a dog. We got one and now she treats him like shit. Yells and screams at him all the time.
she has no respect for anyone. I have tried talking to her, grounding her, ignoring her nothing works.
She has one volume tone and thats bloody loud.
She asked to bus to Jellie park today and I told her she wasn't allowed to she has whinged all day saying that her friends are.
Jordy won't keep his sling on he keeps slipping his arm out. It must be so uncomfortable for him. I went to put his sling on and stabbed myself with the safety pin...its not very safe if it still pricks me.
I have chocolate all over my kitchen floor from where Kayla made a choc cake yesterday. The terms were she makes it she cleans the mess. I went to work got home last night and the mess was still there.
All I have heard from Shakayla today is I don't like this programme, I don't want that for lunch....ungrateful little so and so.

Well Jordy has just woken up from a mega sleep. 12.30ish until now. He so must of needed it and is now having a huge feed of boysenberries and raspberries thanks to Aunty Catherine and nanna. He seems to be sleeping well with the sling on. Although he did cry heaps when i straightened it up before poor wee man.
Shakayla and Brydee have just made a choc cake and a mega mess in my kitchen ARGH....
I have work tonight and so don't feel like going.

He slept right through the night yay.
I however had a horrid dream. I dreamt my brother was crying that real deep broken hearted crying saying hes gone hes gone. I asked him who was gone and he said my nephew. I ran out on the street and there was a huge crowd gathered around a body on the road....It was Jordy. I woke up crying and upset....horrid horrid horrid.

Back from the drs and hospital. Jordan has snapped his right clavical (collarbone) so is in a sling for 4 weeks. They can't plaster it and he doesn't need an operation at the moment. The dr also said to keep him of his feet as well because if he falls he can do more damage...how on earth do you keep a 19 month old of his feet....

What a freaken day. I have spent the whole day holding Jordy. Everytime I put him down he cries. He hasn't eaten or taken in any fluids today. I keep trying but he spits it out. He is tired but won't sleep. At the moment he is on the beanbag just laying there. One very very sad boy. We are of to the drs at 6pm.

I have the shittiest of nights. I wouldn't be lying when i say i was up to Jordy over 20 times. I ended up with him in my bed. He didn't want to drink. I would cuddle him and he would drift of to sleep and wake about 10 minutes later crying again.
He didn't eat brekky this morning and was just grizzling. All he wants is to be cuddled. If I put him down he cries.'
I put him back to bed at 9.30am and he has just woken now and just wants to be cuddled. At the moment he is snuggled up on his great nannas knee. He has a wee temp so i really don't know what is wrong with him....

Is it wrong of me to secretly hope i get pregnant each month. I know in my head that we don't NEED another child. I have a huge workload this year.... working nights, secretary of Petes Soccer club, secretary of Canterbury Sunday Soccer League (argh), a tween with a mega attitude, sweet innocent Bry and of course everything that is going on with Jordy not to mention a energetic boisterous puppy but i don't think I would be unhappy if i did get pregnant. My family has never felt "complete". How do you know when it is complete....do you just know???
I have my tubes tied so there isn't much chance of me falling pregnant and i have so much scar tissue that wouldn't help. But i would love for another child. Another baby to snuggle and smell that whole baby smell. Another baby to look forward to meeting. Another baby to get up to during the night and comfort....,....ARGH I am so clucky.
No use asking my brother and his fiancee to have a baby as they are running back to Canada and will take the baby with them.....

I LOVE this pic of Jords
My beautiful tween.

Jordy kissing the horse

Jordy just after the emu pecked him.
Jordy trying to feed the geese stones.

weird weird child. Jordy still has a rash over his legs bum etc. Looks like measles but not as bad as the ones on google. Pretty sure it isn't pox. No snotty nose, cold etc. Just a rash. I thought it could of been heat rash but we have been nowhere where it is hot.....hmmmm strange strange child.

Farkkkkkkkkk we have spots!!!!! All over his legs and bum. Hoping its just a heat rash but they looking alot like the pox....

I don't think I have ever laughed so much in my life today.... We took the kids to Willowbank. Jordy has no fear at all. He kept trying to put his hand in with the eels as we were feeding them i kept having mini heart attacks each time he went to put his hand in. We walk on round to the deer and he walks right up to one and starts cuddling its head. I was freaking at Pete to get Jordy away before he was bitten. Once he had given the deer some pellets he tried to feed the some stones. We walked round to the emu/ostrich and he was holding onto the wire fence. Next minute you see this huge bird running towards us with its tiny wings outstretched. Pete starts saying "Jordy let go of the fence, Jordy let go of the fence, Jordy I'm seriously let go of the fence" hehe his voice was going up in octaves. He was trying to ply his fingers away. This huge bird runs up and starts pecking at Jordys fingers... Im freaking majorly imagining that i will see this bird pull away and have Jordys finger hanging out his mouth. I'm ashamed to admit it but i hid my head. I looked up and Jordy was near wetting himself with laughter. He laughed and laughed and tried to make the emu peck him again. Fark it looked funny. There were geese everywhere and they started hissing at us so Jordan tried to feed them stones...again. He did manage to pat a wallaby and go for a donkey ride. We were looking at the Gibbons and he was standing right beside us. We turned to keep walking and Jordy had gone. He was about 3 meters away partly sitting in some tall grasses with a freaken chicken...trying to feed her a stone grrr.
All in all it was a great day....very very tired kiddies today.

We took the wee ones swimming at Jellie park today. Brydee loved it whilst Jordy cried the whole time and had his head tucked into my neck. We ended up putting him in the pram and putting him right beside the pool where we were sitting. (no he wasn't in the horrid 36 deg sun). He fell asleep within 5 minutes.
Pete and I went out for tea on Tuesday and to the movies. The previews had just started when the stupid projector blew up grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. We did get 2 double passes to any movie. 9pm and we had nothing to do and a baby sitter. Hehe we ended up coming home and just blobbing.
Just out of curiousity how many people actually read this. I have often wondered whether many people read this or just one or two. leave a comment so i know whether to sensor my posts or not hehe. ;)

Well we got home from camping yesterday. We went to Purau for 5 nights. Poor Jordy had a sicky tummy before we left and he continued to vomit only once a day for the first 3 days.. Brydee became a camp urchin ....we barely saw her. Shakayla found a group of friends and hung with them all day.
I proceeded to make a huge fool of myself xmas eve and got up and sung kareoki hehe i thought i soundd fantastic i can only but imagine what i really sounded like....stupid bottle of vodka, beer, bourbon and sambuca jellies hehe.
Needless to say i had a doozy of a hangover the next day.
We had fantastic weather over there ...it was almost too hot.
On new years day night i had just gotten into bed when i heard a possum outside. I tried to wake pete up to scare it away but he wouldnt go. I proceeded to lay there for the next hour listening to the horrid thing scampering round our tentsite. I was just waiting for it to claw my head which was against the back of the tent. I must of eventually fallen asleep.
There was another wee boy out camping whose birthday is the exact same day as Jordy...what a difference. Wee Sam was running everywhere. It just showed how behind Jordy is. There was also another wee boy who is almost 5 yet looked and spoke like a 2 year old. He suffers from dyspraxia and a number of other things. Just showed how bad Jords could be.