My grandad died about 4 years ago the year after he died on his birthday my aunty died. We always said he wanted someone with him. I am petrified and i mean really really scared that mum will do the same thing. I'm scared it will be Jordy she had a special bond with Jordy.
I know it is irrational thinking and it will probably never happen but i cant help feeling scared that she will take my boy.